in sickness and death













unbound by thought, yet bound by pleasure










stop endlessly scrolling, think of your tired overworked apple magic mouse you sick bastard




















david svezhintsev

everyone just calls me dave svez tho idk

salutations, anon

play this for the site's vibes:
hhunter - microplastic race - club edit
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∆ hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii this is dave speaking. well, he would if he was here, so i'm speaking for him. treat it as the word of dave. straight from dave's mouth. or fingers. i don't really know what appendiges he has tbh ngl. listen anon, have you questioned the “why” lately? question the why behind the why? like, why does love matter? well cause there's serotonin in your brain. duh. but uhm. why do you seek friendships at night? why does loneliness feel so damn existential? why can love hurt you the most? why games make you feel sick, or "brain fogged" after hours of play? why do they call it brain fog? why are we still here? just to suffer? now that i think about it, why are you still here, on my site, like, seriously. why? what’s up? can I or ░▒░▓[ERROR] help you with anything? why are roses blue? are they actually blue, idk, like, i’m just a website, hello? does it look like i have eyes? oh shit yes i do, forgot to turn them on. also, why did it hurt when you used me that way? why is life so bland and beautiful at the same time? why do I crave that knights of the old republic 3 sequel. like damn those games were sick, or so i was told. knock knock! who’s there? YOUR MIND ASKING TO INSERT SOME DOPAMINE! is this even funny? idk. look, anon, you read this far, I love it, we could be friends, write me something at specialfriendfor@davidsvez.com. but i don’t promise I check my email, but you know, I might respond? would be cool eh? and let's run this baaaaaaaaack Ω
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QUESTION REALITY...
SAID THE ANGRY FISH
ТРЕТЬ ВЕЩЕЙ ЗАБЫТЫХ
FLESH UNBOUND!!!...
ВЕРНИ ЛОЖКУ УЖЕ ПЛЗ
MIND OVER MATTER...
ИКЕЯ ♥ Фрикадельки
ONE TRICK SONY PONY
ЁЖИК В ОМУТЕ РАЗУМА
KICK THAT DOOR BABY
НЕЗАПРЕЩАТЬ СПАТЬ..
LOBOTOMY WORLDS :P
CREATIVITY > AI....
ИССКУСТВО НА ВСЕГДА
UNSHITIFY MY LIFE..
НАЙДИ СЕБЯ В ТУМАНЕ
SATISFACTION>HEAVEN
КОЛЛЕКТИВИЗМ ВОДЫ..
LOST AND FOUND HERE
ВОЗЬМИ СЕБЯ В РУКИ.
HOPE DIES LAST.....
БЕГИ БЕГИ БЕГИ БЕГИ
PUT CORTIZONE ON IT
НАТРИЙ МНЕ В ГЛАЗА.
CREATIVITY UNBOUND.
ЛЮБОВЬ НАВСЕГДА? NO
HIDE IN THE CLOSET.
ЗАМЕРДЖИ ЭТОТ КОД..
MORNING OUTSHINES..
КАША ПОДАНА МИЛОРД.
BRING THE SICKNESS.
МОЯ ГРУСТЬ - ТВОЯ..
CRY ME A RIVER LOL.
КОЛЛЕКЦИЯ МЫСЛЕЙ...
PATIENT IS SCARED..
НАЙТИ ДА ВЫЙТИ ТУДА
FORGET REMEMBRANCE.
НАШЕЛ? ВЫКИНЬ......
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WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
ГДЕ МОЙ РАЗУМ???
WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
ГДЕ МОЙ РАЗУМ???
WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
ГДЕ МОЙ РАЗУМ???
WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
WHEREISMYMIND???
а вот нашел, лол
SICK, here it is
yayayayayayayaya
did you know????
YOU KNEW WHERE__
IT WAS? WTF BRO?
FUNNYFUNNYFUNNY!
SADSADSADSADSAD?
ПОЧЕМУТАКСКУЧНО?
I ONLY DESIRE...
...ENTERTAINMENT
А ВЕДЬ ДУМАЛ ЧТО
БУДЕТ НЕЧТО.....
БОЛЬШЕЕ чем ЕСТЬ
ВЕДЬ ЭТА ЖИЗНЬ..
....Одна, а меня
А меня очень ...
многомногомного!
Some time ago I_
SAW THIS GIRL,..
AND FELL IN LOVE
А ПОТОМ Я ВЕДЬ__
ПРОСНУЛСЯИ ПОНЯЛ
ЧТО ВСЕ БУДЕТ...
ХОРОШО))))))))))
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scrolling is the pathway to many possibilities some deem unnatural, or something, i’m not plagiarizing.
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have you heard of dolly the sheep?
i am that sheep
beeeeeee
the reason why you might find this entertaining, is most likely because of it’s novelty. how fresh this shit feels to your brains neurons. if you seek novelty, we are one and the same. maybe. fuck. idk you, anon.

and yet

welcome to costco
i love you
sorry for the detour
ooh secret path lol
i’m toxic. in a lovingly nonsensical kind of way
xoxoxoxoxoxo
))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))?>>>>>>>>
woooow hey there fella, hold your horses.




like, where is this smiling guy GOING??? am I RIIIGHT???
ha! got em.

no seriously though, what’s there? oh nothing just darkness. maybe a blackhole. maybe a pic. like, idk, maybe there’s an easter egg in here. did you think easter eggs are cool? it’s like so much extra work just so you could go “heh”. no, there’s no extra eggs. не знаю, не хочу. не буду. бля нахуй туда что то пихать я не знаю вот честно тебе скажу, нахера? для понтов? да нахуй мне это надо. нету там ничего. и не смотри туда, понял???





















ну ладно похуй пусть будет тут easter egg, я кароч использовать вот этот сет OF CHARACTERS (я дуолинго теперь нахуй) для дизайна сайта, думал что то круче сделать а оказалось нахер, просто моноспейс ебани и все круто будет. я не знаю почему я люблю ругаться матом.
просто смешно наверное. привет. люблю людей. люблю гавкать иногда. ну, звуки произносить какие то. а вообще я очень милый, люблю в черном ходить иногда, даже когда солнечно, но потом вспоминаю что солнце припекнет и одеваю что то светлое. но всем глубого похуй на это все. но мне похуй что тебе похуй по этому продолжим.
я всегда думал что выросту кем то. мне почти 30 на момент когда я это написал. Ну так, примерно 29.3 с хвостиком, еще до 30 время есть. и теперь я не думаю что я кем то вырасту. я есть тот кем я вырос. ты думала об этом? а я думал. Я думал что вот буду кем то крутым в 7 лет. в 16 мечтал о мега доме, где я могу с друзьями делать что хочу, специфично креативное, дать возможность креативным людям делать что они хотят. в 22 я все потерял, кроме денег я еще потерял и нервы, и 2 года своих лет которые я ничерта не помню из за дипрессии. просто все 600 дней дипрессии были как один. проснулся однажды в 25, смотрю на весы, набрал 55 кило. приахуел конечно, но еще не проснулся. потом меня один знакомый спас, вместе играли в колду, модерн варфейр. Классная игра была. я группу одну таскал, а они мне работу предолжили. я себя пофиксил, и мозгом занялся. сбросил 38 кило. еще чуть чуть осталось и можно начать встречаться с девушками. Прикинь?

ну да ладно. вот сижу теперь, наслаждаюсь простым существованием. задаю вопросы ПОЧЕМУ. а ПОЧЕМУ БЫ И НЕТ отвечает вселенная. А мне все еще интересно почему. А у вселенной нету целей то. Все является сигналом \ ответом. Вот возьми животный мир. У них что, есть цели какие то? типа мы думаем что у них цель “выжить”.

нет, у них цели нету, есть только импульс “я голоден” и они идут искать еду. Это не цель, это ответная реакция. Вот и ты сидишь тут читаешь меня, этот текст чисто из души моей, потому что я тебя сюда отправил, и у тебя ответная реакция какая то. я даже не знаю какая. Может быть ты даже этот текст перевел на свой язык. Поздравляю. Надеюсь ты хороший человек, ответсвтенный, самопознательный. Если ты такой, круто. Поздравляю. Ты редкий. Если нет, то стань им. Прошу, стань им. не будь 95% людей которые думаю что они само-осознанны. Будь теми 10тью процентами что не думаю что они само-осознанные, но хотят быть.

welcome to costco
я тебя люблю.



I WORK
sometimes
FEEL FREE TO BROWSE
IF THAT MATTERS))))
maybe maybe maybe



WANDERSTAR UG
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I work to manufacture joy, entertainment. I derive great pleasure, meaning and passion from making games.
I hope you understand.

Me and my cofounder split the difference between creativity and technicality.
sorry, another detour again
this brain of mine hijacks shit
idk what to do about it
here we go
did you know, mice have a tendency to grow old, just like humans do? a few shots of microplastics in our face, and we won’t withdraw from this microplastic race. splendidly so, nonsensically logical nonsense! please find love for yourself tonight xoxoxo
mourning routine, cause you asked so nicely:





02:15am - i sleep
03:55am - i sleep
04:30am - real shit
08:15am - i dream of your mom
09:10am - i sleep
09:30am - i shower
10:00am - oh hey how about coffee, that sweet nectar of early death
10:15am - froghorn.exe, jamming sesh, just chatting
11:00am - you gotta bring forth the power of the bellenus blade, (dj can you play back that sample please?) you gotta bring forth the power of the bellenus blade of the blade of the power of the bellenus blade.
this was my myth [manifest], hope you liked it, it’s one of the kind, just for you anon
любовь навсегда и никогда. навсегда-навсегда, и только для меня. ведь мы не хотим что то для других, все только для себя. все делаем и учимся и упиваемся и убираемся и убиваемся об ебанную стенку из-зо дня в день. жиши пиши через ыыыыыыыыыы а цветы дари нам всем да да да люби. цветы, шоколад, мать на 8мое марта позвони бабушке если есть, а если нету то и суда нету а у суда правды нету все все равно умрем. какая разница если сейчас или вчера. все такие ОХ в твоих обьятьях умереть хочу. А НАХЕРА МНЕ ТВОИ ОБЬЯТЬЯ?? я свои хочу. вот так и живем. в страхе от того что мы друг друга мысли прочесть то не можем. сидим и гадаем, а он ли мой? а она ли моя? или есть другой? и покупает ли он ей ее любимое мороженное. is this website mobile responsive? no and fuck you for asking XOXO
the end. fin. конец. прям пиздец какой конец. i got tired making this, this was a one shot website. took like 4 hours designing this man. that’s it. that’s it folks. can you imagine I was procrastinating making my own site for 5 years???? but w/e man. that’s it. this ain’t the droids you’re looking for; move along.......wwwwwhy are you still here. lol why you reading this. stop it, it tickles!!!! ouch. damn okay guy, little touchy there. wow you don’t know when to end. you’re relentless little rascal, did you know that? did you also know that the way we’re learning is through dopamine releases, hence why you still stuck in that abusive relationship is most likely cause it’s a learned behavior, as brain tries to seek pleasure even in pain. yeah, that shit is fucked up. anyway this is the end of the site like, idk what else to tell you man... this is like, that’s it, there’s no more seasons of this, no more like, next season bullshit, no cliffhangers, no fucking footers... I hate footers. like, oooh i’m mr meeseeks, look at me! i’m a stupid ass footer now! wow is this a contact info? hahahahahaha fuck that shit man. like, there’s some people that like making them footers. i hate them. i hate designing sites! can you imagine I spent 8 years doing just that? last year i did an exercise where i asked myself, if i had to die in 7 days and the only thing i had to do is work, what would i rather be doing??? and you know what I wrote down??? film making as 10/10, game dev as 8/10 (it’s hard but I love it) and design work??? (and what I mean by design work is every other fucking website that you’re on) you know, that awwwards.com shit, that oooh look at me i’m so unique shit. i rated it as -10. like, i’d rather end things early, you know what i’m saying? i ain’t sitting in this excruciating painful state, making more money for some guy that earns 100x more than I do. all of that for 7 days instead of making meaningful impact. like, at least making you laugh. that’d be grand. just achieving that alone. but designing? that’s literal hell on earth for me man. and maybe I got burned out, i tell ya, ya know what? fuck it. i’m fine with it. i’m just now experiencing this raw, unfiltered, unflattering yet hauntingly beautiful existence. знаешь, я всегда мечтал о счастливом счастье, будующем сегодня, навсегда и вчера.
so, in the end...

welcome to costco,
i love you.


























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